Current mood. Stress like arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
Haha!
Ok, i'm in the middle of exam week. Two paper left and i have this sudden urge to post something though i got tonnes thing to study. i can sometime be really weird. i called it the stressful effect.
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Some thought to point out.
- i'm in that time of the month and the stressful exam make my pimples go crazy! this things have troubled me for quite a long time. i try lots of thing but my pimples wont actually become better and my face is full of scar. i got bad habit to pinch my pimples. and the never ending episodes of pimples growth just make it worst. i need to get serious on this. i have also try to see a doctor but...arrgghhhhhhh.. SERIOUS. SERIOUS. SERIOUS,
- since now i'm in my second year, i got a single room. it is fun to have your own space since i have been living with 6 siblings for my entire life. but it is quite lonely though. and my room was suddenly the one and isolated from the rest of my course-mates. speechless. not sure it is a good thing or bad thing. but Allah swt have decided everything the best way possible right? POSITIVE.
- got those depression kind of feeling every once and a while as if those time when i got into some serious shit during matriculations. i'm not sure it is trigger by what. just that, i hate that vulnerable feeling.
- why i always failed to prepare as i want before exams! i managed to do this in matriculation. hmm. need to improve my time management.
- i want to be more confidence.
- i want to improve my life. currently i do feel my life lack of purpose and directions. it feel like i have lost something. need to do some deep analysis on my life and do suitable adjustment. need to be strict also on following the adjustment. it is not like i'm getting younger.
- i suppose to stop writing like 5 minutes ago and continue my study. but then, here i am.
- i miss my mom.
- i miss my bestfriends.
- i miss my siblings.
- i need to get focus on my life and stop procnasting. also need to use my time on things that really benefits me. more productive!!
- start my study earlier. stop giving excuses that i need rest or i'm too busy. it is never no time to study. come on! i can do this!
- stop google things and start doing it!
- control your eating and exercise more. build your stamina!
- i want to on dean list! badly!!
more importantly, i want to make plans that will improve me as a muslim. like a real strategic plan that i know i can follow it daily. be istiqamah on it. the idea is that i try to improve myself daily. i want to be better than yesterday.
you know something, when i finish designing those perfect plan, i will post it here. for now. my ibadah now is to study!
# I have just changed the melting picture at my sidebar. his name is Joseph Gordon Levitt. i love his cute/hot charismatic figure. i just realized that i got this soft side for guys who nailed suits. they're simply awesome.
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