Roll On : Patience on Things You Like

In this world of tarbiyah, one's will constantly asked themselves of what they did daily. It would be a critical judgement because we genuinely believe and "feels" the urge that we can't simply be living out for nothing.

we start to judge ourselves for things we do that gives us nothing. like watching movies and reading comics. where at one point in our life, we used to thought it as simply things people do. we feel no guilt at this time. before tarbiyah time. though we do understand that it bring us nothing and was just an act of wasting times. simply because everyone were doing it we start to have this mentality that it is really ok. 

how subtle the game syaitan play. we fall into believing things that is WRONG were okay. but deep down if you were to ask yourself, you would be actually realizes how wrong it is. it is because we have been born with fitrah of loving to do things Allah love and leave things Allah hates. WE HAVE THAT IT US.

but we leave it behind. by time we leave it far behind that it sort of didn't exist anymore that we start saying 'OKAY' for all of this wrong thing. Innalillah~

O you who have believed, fear Allah . And let every soul look to what it has put forth for tomorrow - and fear Allah . Indeed, Allah is Acquainted with what you do. (59:18)

but being in tarbiyah world doesn't really grant you that super strength to maintain yourselves from falling into syaitan trap. well, they do have sworn to keep on misguiding us till the end of time.

[Iblees] said, "My Lord, because You have put me in error, I will surely make [disobedience] attractive to them on earth, and I will mislead them all (15:39)

at one side it does. but we ourselves must take our own action. don't leave the jemaah. keep on working to upgrade your muthabaah. and please be patients on things you "like". it is far more complicated to fight things you really want but it you keep on reminding youselves it would greatly help. the best way to remind ourselves is to read al-quran. put your heart into understanding it. be that person who the quran is referring to. Allah give quran for all His slaves. Not simply for that person at that time. Don't restrict this mukjizat of His.

This is the Book about which there is no doubt, a guidance for those conscious of Allah (2:2)

 

find your tarbiyah world and live 100% in it. it may seems so strange for you but eventually, with Allah will you'll get the hang of it. it would feel beautiful. the hardship seems so right. you can really understand and relate to how Rasullullah used to live. 

 

Don't worry if peoples start leaving you as you become "strange" to them. but be extremely happy because Allah start to recognize you. A little more hardship may come time by time, it's Allah love letter. The love He gives is so wonderful that in dunya it gave you strength will in akhirat it gives you heaven.