Poem: Poison

Can't you hear the deafening sound of my silence?

The thundering clash of a shattered heart

The wailing of pain behind a stone hard face of lies

It used to be that I smiled to convince myself
That those sounds is just made up by my silly mind

But now I'm just blank

It is now just some blank spaces that grows inside my soul

You never really care how heart tear

You never really see how wound bleed

You never really know how tear despair

You never really know me when you claim that you will always be

You wont hear me out

I'm shutting you down

I'm collecting every fraction of bravery and strength

Binding every pieces, 

Trying to make some shape out of it

But it turned out into an ugly mess

Like those monster that bumped in the nights

I'm so broken

I can't even let you go

You're poison and i'm masochist